i am my greatest enemy

you smell like perfume, axe,
lotion, and hairspray
mousse, and deodorant, and some energy drink, and coffee
i step closer and you reeked like smoke, cigarette, burht ashes,
pot and weed, beer and vodka and rum and coke,
you reek of pills, tablets, and powder and crystals, and solvent,
and rusted needles,
you reek of lube and condoms and
sex of penis and vagina, and oral and
anal and excrements,
and sweat and cum.
you smell like a whore, you smell like abortion, you reek like tears, you smell like lies,
you reek of depression and sadness,
and pain, and anger.
you smell like fuck, like shit, like selfishness, like wickedness, like guns and bullets and bombs
and dynamite.
you smell like blood, you reek of bruises, of cuts and stitches.
you smell like regret,
you reek of rotten flesh, you smell like horror, like death.
smells like teen spirit