i miss my turtle
- publish a novel
- direct a movie
- have an exhibit
- launch my own website
- teach
- have a nice house( not too big)
- nice partner
- help my family
- meet lady gaga
- party with lady gaga
- kiss Ben Barnes ( hot ass)
- Kiss Gaspard Ulliel ( a fucking god)
- GRAB TAYLOR LAUTNER'S ASS (forget robert)
- slap assholes in the face
- promote equality
- promote gay marriage!
such a great song
and a great video
for those who are struggling
to be different !
we are the kings and queens of our world!!!!
you smell like perfume, axe,
lotion, and hairspray
mousse, and deodorant, and some energy drink, and coffee
i step closer and you reeked like smoke, cigarette, burht ashes,
pot and weed, beer and vodka and rum and coke,
you reek of pills, tablets, and powder and crystals, and solvent,
and rusted needles,
you reek of lube and condoms and
sex of penis and vagina, and oral and
anal and excrements,
and sweat and cum.
you smell like a whore, you smell like abortion, you reek like tears, you smell like lies,
you reek of depression and sadness,
and pain, and anger.
you smell like fuck, like shit, like selfishness, like wickedness, like guns and bullets and bombs
and dynamite.
you smell like blood, you reek of bruises, of cuts and stitches.
you smell like regret,
you reek of rotten flesh, you smell like horror, like death.
smells like teen spirit
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WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
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WHY?WHY?WHY?WHYIWHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?DONTWHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHKNOW!!!!!HY?WHY?WHY?
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
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WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
This forgotten song needs you even less that you need it,You needed it yet your deaf, you block, an airlock. Beguiled, you Permit yourself to hear. Yet the sound just pass through like tea in a cup full of holes. So you forget the song again. You forget everything, your mind like a paint brush with white paint that keeps painting over, all that is colour. A dumb central phase which sours in memory. The groove all so dated, so PERFECT, now gone, so flat p l a i n , so UnTimely timeless. Your recollection is the cushion of a vocal HARMONY.So perfectly harmonized white, blank, space, voiceless, tasteless, mawkish, embarrassing, overlush, to retie the frayed laces of your years. Untied. Rusted. Old and Crusty. It Bre aks. Bre aksdown. Timeless. U n t i m e l y ...................... ..................

Ive always wanted to fly,
But I'm always scared of falling,
Ive dreamt of having wings,
But scared of loosing feathers,
Ive always liked the heights.
but scared of looking down,
I'd love to fly through clouds ,
but scared of thunders and lightning
I would like to soar and explore
but scared of loosing my way
I would like to shout above
But scared that no one would here
I would like to laugh up high
But I'm scared of laughing alone,
I've always like to love,
But scared of getting hurt.
So forget about flying....
There's just too mush risk to fall............................
hello
how are you
my name
your name
my like you like
you touch
i touch
we dance
i kiss
you kiss
open door
lay in bed
kiss some more
i touch again
then you
we passion
we thrust
we moan
the next day
wake up
i gotta go
ok
good bye


